Change the world?

Laying on my bed, thinking of the past
Continuous thinking of the present and also the future.

What have I done? What am I doing and what should I do?

I feel depressed when thinking of what I have done.
I cant find any aims in my life.
Time keep going day by day. I should precious it. Shouldnt I?

Keep holding something in the hand or keep thinking somebody in my mind.
I shouldnt continue what I have done...I shouldnt continue to this failure life.

上面这些是我昨天写的，我不知道自己到底要写什么
下面这些是我今天写的，我想我放假放太久了

I thinking of you, the person I cant love anymore.
I thinking of the time, when we were at the same place, doing the same thing.
I thinking of the day, the day I went away
and the day I hid aside, just aside that I wont be able to find by you.

I cant able to let myself to face the problem so I chose to run,
the further the better
I feel shame for my behaving.
But who know, I love you.


其实上面全部都不是今天写的，也不懂是什么时候写的
最近都不知道自己是怎么的
我很期待开学，但是开学那天我却无法出现在学院
无奈是上天的安排、是命运的安排

人类，只可以选择去接受

昨天去看L，L告诉那个数学天才说：
No matter you are so clever, but you must remember, you cant change the world.