Confident

I have lost confident of myself


I cant concentrate to do my work. I cant really put my heart in the work.
It is really pity tat work is just the work for me and not an interest.

I hav started to ask for myself, can I really be a designer in future?
Can I really able to be? Or maybe should I?

I know my ability.
It is really hard to be if I not work hard, not practise more, and not concentrate with my design.

I knew that. But somehow, wat I am doing now?


Design field is really like a maze for me
It is hard to create a creative idea but who knows maybe the idea is just at the next turn.
It is really need a lot of time n lucky for us to search n search...
We may need to do more n more research to get out of it...

I know that there would be joy and fulfilment at the exit of it.
But when I can get to there? I really dunno.


I hope I had more time to rest, more time to think over abt it.
But I hav extra time now?
No, I'm goin to continue with my work.

It really sad.
I lost my confident.